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Shopping For A New Heart

from MiKilly by Killy_Chan

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One of the most personal songs to me. This song is about my struggles with asexuality. Like others with this orientation, I worry that I may never find someone in the future, or that if I never do I won't be happy. I wish to normalize being happy on your own and that having a partner doesn't complete a person.

lyrics

Eros...
what have you laid upon me?
Am I human,
Withouth this trite sense?

I just wanna feel,
quite like all the others do!

Is it a curse?
What am I worth?

Will I ever love?
Take me to a heart doctor.
And are they all above?
Stuck down here in my own mud.


Destroyed,
By all that is around me.
Was it trauma?
Am I all wrong?

I just wanna know.
Will I make it all on my own?
Am I nothing,
Without someone?


Give me a new heart.
But It's not my heart.
It's such a pain to,
Feel this way.
But if I don't change.
Will my life be strange?

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from MiKilly, released February 5, 2021

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my favorite genres are ensemble instrumental, trance, jazz fusion, and many more. I try to emulate their sounds to my best ability into my songs, usually combining the genres.

i think the best way to describe my music is fantasy electronic ... more

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